Worst fight ever.

Thinking over it this morning, I could have handled the situation in a number of different ways. It is just as much my fault as it is his. But it did become physical. And I am hurting today. He grabbed my neck, from behind & pushed my head down. I don't believe I deserved it, but I was physical with him. And at one point I grabbed the keys from him & he grabbed me around the neck, with his arms, choking me, I was scared, I elbowed him in the groin. It was bad, so so bad.

The kids woke up & were so scared . It is so over, it is beyond over.

I gotta go, I have to get ready for work. I'll be back later, after work.